Sorry to hear about your financial situation. I'm sure you probably have read this now about a million times, but I will say it too. You should never trade with borrowed money. "This is an absolute no no!" You should only use capital that you can offord to lose. Think about it, you have lost almost all your capital, and you have to pay it back, probably with interest to boot. Some bank out there is now ready to collect interest from you and make money on your misfortune. There never has been a holy grail or magic trading system. I feel bad that you spent so much on the 4x made easy program. Maybe you should try to get your financial situation in order, and start with a
demo account first. But, sounds like you need to read some material on the psychology of trading, and not so much about trading systems. If your emotions get the best of you all the time you will never make money in this business. Look for books in
www.traderspress on psychology of trading...and good luck to you.