While I would like to address your needs, and I would like to counsel you on how to best go about succeeding in your plans. The only thing I can do in good conscious is to tell you to hit the black jack tables because fund managers and people who run money don't even think about targeting 50% a month. You need to re-evaluate your goals big time. Do you know how many people fail at trading
FX? Do you know why? Have a conversation with yourself to find out.
I am sorry, I can't help you.